chunridewuhou，manbuzaishuixianbian，musuochujizhichuzongnengkandaoneizuorangwohunqianmengyingdehuihongjianzhu。lantianxia，tabeiyaoyandeyangguangbaowei，yishunjian，rangwohuanghuhuidaolediyicikandaotadeshihou……
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biyehou，wodaizhezijiduiyudushudexingquhesuoxuedeebettushuguanlidezhuanyezhishilaidaolegongzuogangwei。dangshidejiandatushuguanhaizaiyuanlaidedongyuan，difangbudayebingbumeili，shuoshihua，wohenjusang。haozaishuxiangyizhidouzai，renhedehuanjingdouyangaibuletadefenfang，lixiangyuxianshi，rangwoyidushiwang、danquecongweixiangguofangqi，yinweimengxiangshizhongzaiqudongwobuduanxiangqian。meitiankanzhexueshengmencongtushuguanlijinchu，jiaohuanzhezijiyushuliderenshenggushi，kanzhetamenzhongyujiedaolezijiqidaiyijiudeshujishixiyuedebiaoqing，kanzhetamenguihaishigaosuwozijishouhuodemanzuyugandong，zaizheiliwozhaodaolexingquhejiazhisuozai，zheixiedouchengweiguwuwozaizhuimenglushangqianxingdeliliang。
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2004nian，tushuguanyinglailexinjiujiaoti、jiuguanbanqianyuxinguanjiansheshiqi，dangshide“shengkuang”rujinhuiyiqilaiyeshililizaimu，jishiwancetushudedabao、chaibao、shangjia，jishiwancetushudecitiaogenghuan，jibaizushujiadechaizhuang、shangqiantaozhuoyidebanyunhejiuwei。meitiandehonghonglielie、meitiandehanliujiabei、meitiandechongjingyuqidai。dajiadouzhudongfangqilehanshujiadexiuxi，zhiweilezaorijiandaowomenxinde“jia”。
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tushuguandemeilizaiwokanlai，shishenchenhewuside，shikuanhouhebodade，yexuzheiyushengmingdaijirenleideqishiyouzheyiqutonggongzhimiao，tamendouzaiqianyimohuazhizhongfuyulewomenyizhongboaifengxiandeqinghuai。ershenzaiqizhongdewomengengshizhudingyaojiangzheifenboaiyufengxianhuazuoxingdong，huazuochunfengxiyudefuwu，diluozaishishengdexinli，rangshuxiangyimanzhengzuoxiaoyuan，rangxinlingchangyangwubiandeshuhai。
